Im an idiot...LOL no seriously

Anyone who lives in a city knows the machines that they use in the subway/underground. ( I wasnt paying attention and instead of putting my Paper travel card in I put my University ID card in ( not very smart) . It was quite emabarassing as they had to remove my card for me and they had to disassemble the machine . Took about 5 minutes to get the card out.

Maybe it was my subconscious trying to get rid of my ID card. I hate my id card picture. Its hideous. Everyone elses came out nornal but mine came out looking like If I am DARK BLUE. I actually look Blue/Black like if if i was beaten around my face with a broom stick!! It is actually scary. Would have been a good pic if not for the horrible colour

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A crazy FrEaK

named Che

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Burton makes the worst pants on earth

Anyone that knows me, knows that I am quite thin so buying clothes can sometimes be hard. I am 144 and 5 foot 9 in the evening and 5 foot 10 when i wake up ( yes you shrnk an inch during the day).
The other day i went to buy new jeans so i could go to facshion. so i popped into USC ( but all of their jeans wer skinny and grungy), Republic had jeans with loads of ugly patterns on them so i went to Burton . I have a 26 inch waist Even when i went up to 151 last year i only had a 27 inch waist ( abnormal i know). SO i tried on a 28 inch waist 30 lenth pants. i got the waist buclked but i couldnt zip up the pants. SO i tried on the 30 inch waist 30 length pants. again the waist was n problem but i couldnt zip it up.

Conclusion Burton makes pants for guys who have no_________ ( you fill in the black lol)

The Devil wears Prada, This Bitch wore Primark

today I met one of the rudest people I have eever met. And to make things worse she thought she was really posh. Thats the worst type of person( wrong and strong). I thought it was just me she was being mean to but after work someone told me i looked upset and i said that " woman is a" and everyone iterjected and said "bitch" lol. I think she probably is nasty to people who are her subordinates at work because she lacks control in some part of her life.

The rest of the day was good. Ive got an interiew tommorow and i met this really cool ( read cool as good looking) French girl at university. I got to go to bed now though I need to be up really early tommorow. go to be at chancery lane for 8:00 am

PS. Primarki the cheapest store in all the UK

Im a student...Again

Woohoo im a postgrad student!!! loves it!!! I took a photo of my frst day of postgrad school because my other 4 first days of (nursery , primary, secondary and University) school. The course doesnt seem too hard but its just early days and all courses start off easy and get harder but I am just gonna try doing well. Ive goit a job interview next week so hopefully it goes really well. The course director seems quite cool.
If i get this job im gonna move to north/ east london. I now go to school in in North London this new job is in North London so living in Surrey is not good. Ill never get home before 10


I am also quitting my gym. I pay 35 pound a month to use a gym that doesnt let me in on sundays because its " muslim only day" and im not muslim. Im gonna use my uni gym instead. It is 50 pounds a year. yes .. I said £50 a year shockingly cheap


Life is good at the moment

I post my pic of my first day of school tommorow lol.

Life is bizarre

I swear my life is in a downward spiral. It just feels like I have no control over anything and I am tired of eveything I try failing. And everything seems to fail for reasons beyond my control . Its like I have death fingers. Sorry for being so depressing but i use this blog as a means to vent to get stuff of my chest. If not for this blog id probably implode.

I think I have finally made the decision to cut my dad out of my life completely. He is like Poison he treats me like shit and always has. Let me just give a recap. My parents divorced in 1994. My mum basically supported me and my siter by herself without his help. He would go to the St Lucia Jazz Festival every year and to Dominica to see his shitty father, he'd even go see his girlfirends parents in St Vincent but he didnt visit us EVER!!! Basically in short hes a scumbag. I came to England Knowing this and I knew wed never be close but I had at least imagined that it would be possible to establish some sort of relationship... I was wrong... I dont think he even knows how to be nice... I think im a nice happy person and being near him makes me feel horrible... hes a life ruiner....Just being around him i feel like im sacrificing a part of myself. I cant pretend to like him anymore I have tried so hard for so long and its eating me up inside. SO i must stop pretending.
Its not good for me.

I think My biggest weakness in life is not knowing when to give up on lost causes.

I actually think my relationship with my father has had a direct impact on my relationships with other guys.I actually hate being friends with other guys. Most of my friendships with guys have ended negatively and I Mean really negatively. In contrast i get along well with women and most of my close friends are women.

I sound like an Anti-Freudian. "Your father is the root cause of all Evil"