23 years Old?????

I havent really written in this blog recently becuase I havent had much positive going on in my life. University is going fine. Im still doing my crappy part time job ( which pays dreadfully). I really wonder why i am finding it so hard to find a decent job. I nearly quit last week. I got chastised for not being "available". I usually dont argue with people but this woman had me running around like her little lap dog doing loads of things that arent in my job description. How can i be available whe imrunning around like im her PA???

Anyways, in lighter, funnier ( yes i know thats not a word) news. I went to Halloween as a skeleton Ill upload pictures this evening). People on the Tube wanted to take photos with me. LOL and random people were high fiving me LOL.

Then on Saturday me and my sister went out with some friends. We tried to get in Valbond or whatever its called. but apparently my 90 quid shoes were too casual. I really want othered though becuase I find that lots of high end nightclubs are filled with over pretentious Wanna -Be's.

So we ended up going to bar just off regent street. This Guy comes up to me at the bar. He taps me on the shoulder and ask if He can buy me a drink. I was like "im fine". Then he says "Seriously, what do you want?". I was like " No thanks, Im good". Then he asks"are you straight?" . I responded "yes" . What he did next surpised me LOL. After hitting on me he moves on to my sister. He obviously wasnt very picky. LOL

anyway i hope everyone is good and Ill update soon

Im an idiot...LOL no seriously

Anyone who lives in a city knows the machines that they use in the subway/underground. ( I wasnt paying attention and instead of putting my Paper travel card in I put my University ID card in ( not very smart) . It was quite emabarassing as they had to remove my card for me and they had to disassemble the machine . Took about 5 minutes to get the card out.

Maybe it was my subconscious trying to get rid of my ID card. I hate my id card picture. Its hideous. Everyone elses came out nornal but mine came out looking like If I am DARK BLUE. I actually look Blue/Black like if if i was beaten around my face with a broom stick!! It is actually scary. Would have been a good pic if not for the horrible colour

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A crazy FrEaK

named Che

LOL Funny

Hey my adoring public!!!

I just dd this hilarious Quiz online. the result is so funny . DO it and tell me what result you get. Its actually quite accurate. The link i sbelow . Post a comment and tell me what reult you got. Ill share my result afterwards.

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Burton makes the worst pants on earth

Anyone that knows me, knows that I am quite thin so buying clothes can sometimes be hard. I am 144 and 5 foot 9 in the evening and 5 foot 10 when i wake up ( yes you shrnk an inch during the day).
The other day i went to buy new jeans so i could go to facshion. so i popped into USC ( but all of their jeans wer skinny and grungy), Republic had jeans with loads of ugly patterns on them so i went to Burton . I have a 26 inch waist Even when i went up to 151 last year i only had a 27 inch waist ( abnormal i know). SO i tried on a 28 inch waist 30 lenth pants. i got the waist buclked but i couldnt zip up the pants. SO i tried on the 30 inch waist 30 length pants. again the waist was n problem but i couldnt zip it up.

Conclusion Burton makes pants for guys who have no_________ ( you fill in the black lol)

The Devil wears Prada, This Bitch wore Primark

today I met one of the rudest people I have eever met. And to make things worse she thought she was really posh. Thats the worst type of person( wrong and strong). I thought it was just me she was being mean to but after work someone told me i looked upset and i said that " woman is a" and everyone iterjected and said "bitch" lol. I think she probably is nasty to people who are her subordinates at work because she lacks control in some part of her life.

The rest of the day was good. Ive got an interiew tommorow and i met this really cool ( read cool as good looking) French girl at university. I got to go to bed now though I need to be up really early tommorow. go to be at chancery lane for 8:00 am

PS. Primarki the cheapest store in all the UK

Im a student...Again

Woohoo im a postgrad student!!! loves it!!! I took a photo of my frst day of postgrad school because my other 4 first days of (nursery , primary, secondary and University) school. The course doesnt seem too hard but its just early days and all courses start off easy and get harder but I am just gonna try doing well. Ive goit a job interview next week so hopefully it goes really well. The course director seems quite cool.
If i get this job im gonna move to north/ east london. I now go to school in in North London this new job is in North London so living in Surrey is not good. Ill never get home before 10


I am also quitting my gym. I pay 35 pound a month to use a gym that doesnt let me in on sundays because its " muslim only day" and im not muslim. Im gonna use my uni gym instead. It is 50 pounds a year. yes .. I said £50 a year shockingly cheap


Life is good at the moment

I post my pic of my first day of school tommorow lol.

Life is bizarre

I swear my life is in a downward spiral. It just feels like I have no control over anything and I am tired of eveything I try failing. And everything seems to fail for reasons beyond my control . Its like I have death fingers. Sorry for being so depressing but i use this blog as a means to vent to get stuff of my chest. If not for this blog id probably implode.

I think I have finally made the decision to cut my dad out of my life completely. He is like Poison he treats me like shit and always has. Let me just give a recap. My parents divorced in 1994. My mum basically supported me and my siter by herself without his help. He would go to the St Lucia Jazz Festival every year and to Dominica to see his shitty father, he'd even go see his girlfirends parents in St Vincent but he didnt visit us EVER!!! Basically in short hes a scumbag. I came to England Knowing this and I knew wed never be close but I had at least imagined that it would be possible to establish some sort of relationship... I was wrong... I dont think he even knows how to be nice... I think im a nice happy person and being near him makes me feel horrible... hes a life ruiner....Just being around him i feel like im sacrificing a part of myself. I cant pretend to like him anymore I have tried so hard for so long and its eating me up inside. SO i must stop pretending.
Its not good for me.

I think My biggest weakness in life is not knowing when to give up on lost causes.

I actually think my relationship with my father has had a direct impact on my relationships with other guys.I actually hate being friends with other guys. Most of my friendships with guys have ended negatively and I Mean really negatively. In contrast i get along well with women and most of my close friends are women.

I sound like an Anti-Freudian. "Your father is the root cause of all Evil"

Cat Sitting, Job searching and 15 pound Taxi rides

I havent been blogging much because I have been busy with watching the Olympics. I watched them religously into the wee hours of the morning. In fact when they were finished I didnt know what to do with my life becuase I felt like part of my daily routine was missing.

The Highlights for me were USAIN BOLT! who i knew would break all 3 records he is super talenmted. And now he is set for life, He will make ringing money. Felt sorry for Asafa becuase he seems to always do poorly at International Championships. At kleast he got a bit of vindication in the 4 * 100 relay. I also liked the gymnastics. It got capped off nicely with the Closinjg ceremony.I dont even know how London can compete with China. They pulled off the BEST OLYMPICS ever.

Its a been quiet week. went to Birthday party at Whisky Mist in Hyde Park, When we were leaving. We had to pay 15 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!! for a taxi from hyde park to Victoria.( thats a 4 minute drive by the way) Ridiculous but I guess thats what you expect when your taxi is a Mercedes. It was a fun party though.

So this past week Ive been Cat-sitting my uncles cat while he and his family are on holdiay...

Ill post another update soon and some pictures too. School starts on the 16th of next month so whoopee!!

A new Chapter in my life

life is starting to look up!!!!!!

... I think. I am gonna be back in school from September. Ill doing my GDL (Graduate Diploma in Law at London Metropolitan University ( fingers crossed). I Actually Miss school a bit. I am so bad. I am actually more excited about meeting cool , SMART, new people. yes I said smart, SMART in capitals. I swear that mot of the people I have met in the past year have the brain of a small Goldfish....No jokes.

ANyways I am happy-ish so thats a change. looking for a NEW job again. I want more money lol. My current Job is okay but I really would like more mone.. SERIOUSLY!!!!!

Im not very good at this whole writing thing but then again I need to get good at it because Ill be writing Law essays soon.


Toodles till next time.( I tried to "Londonize" this post for all my adoring fans..yes I am delusional)

Bye Blud. This post was Deep!! and im feeling amp, anyway this peng goon is going to sleep, cant be talking to you jazz anymore

LOL to anyone who can translate the above sentence form London-ish to English

Beauty Confessional

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please give me some design feedback?

Update on my life

Its July 13th. heres an update on what Ive been upto.

Well my Job is going fine. Its a bit boring but I guess its a stepping stone. Its Interesting but I dont do much so I end up with lots of freetime and nothing to do in that freetime.

I also come into loads of psychiatric patients. ( given that I work with Mental Health Tribunals). Its quite shocking that In Londons Psychiatric hospitals about 75% 75% of patients are of Afro or Afro Caribbean descent. Which is actually quite startling given that Black Londoners make up less than 12% of the population. I guess its due to the tough time Immgrants have when settling in a new country. Whatever the reason behind it, it is still shocking.


Anyway I am currently searching for a new job. Not because i dont like my current job . I just want something more challenging. So my CV will be circulating in the near future.

Me and sis recently started a new blog. I'll talk about that in another entry. Its all good though.

Ill be updating this blog at least once a week from now on.

dont get too exicted !!!!!!!

Happy Che!!

This is me after mY hair started to grow back. I had a mini fro before i cut it so I still have a long way to go but I am just glad that I have hair now. no more cold head.


PS. Why is it that although I have a beard and Moustache that I still look like I am 16 in this picture. Will I ever age!!!! Its like Ive got Michael J Fox-itis. Permanently a teenager.

Sad Che

Sad Che complete with complimentary screw face. Missing my hair in this picture. this is the lowest I have ever cut my hair in my life. I feel NEKKID!!! and my head feels cold. Thanks God its starting to grow back

Hair Emergency

Today i decided to give my hair a slight trim but when i was doing the back of my head, the guard fell of of the clippers and to make a long story short I ended up with a HUGE Bald patch so i decided to chop everything off. But that just made stuff worse and now i look like i have alopecia because my head is all patchy now. I have to go the barber tommorow morning so he can salvage my head. I am so glad I am not in Barbados right now becuase I would never live that down. I would et so much heat from my friends. Actually, if I was in Barbados I would go be in hiding inside of my house. LOL


Moral of the story.

I am never cutting my hair myself again. I look like someone that I would make fun of. Infact, i was looking in the mirror and laughing at how ridiculously my hair looks and then i realized that it was me in the mirror....sad

Ukraine should have won Eurovision and i have the best worst job

I watched my first Eurovision Competition this weekend. It was.... interesting. Very funny to see how countries voted based on political affiliations rather than talent. I thought Ukraine should have won. She was hot, the performance was great and unlike many of the other ( example Spain ) she could sing. I thought Swedens' Charlotte perelli looked 53 not 33. Mot of the performances were laughable lol.


On to my new job , I meet some really nice ppl. The work is interesting but I almost always get off early. So i guess you are wondering what im complaining about. Today, I went to work at 9:30 and left by 10:35. ( still got paid but there was nothing for me to do) I swear im at home more than I am at work. Its got its advantages in thst ive got loads of freetime....but its boring having that much freetime...I need to find a hobby ...FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not Drunk in the second picture, nor am I high

Friends no more.

I spoke to someone that i havent spoken to in in about 3 months. If someone clearly states that they dont want to talk to you . They ont have the right to try and hop in and out of yur life when they decide they want to be your friend . I refuse to argue or even try to explain to them that I have permanently closed the chapter on them. I think they lost that privilege after treating me like crap for a while.

Today made me realize that i no longer consider him a friend at all. I have no negative feelings towards him but I also have no positive ones. In short I really dont care at all its like I wouldnt cafe if anything happened to him, whether good or bad.

North Londoners Dont Speak English and work is hard

"DEEP!!" I swear North Londoners speak a different language. They definitely dont speak "BBC English". The kids say "deep" "blood" or "bruv" in every sentence. I was up north on the piccadilly line and I swore the kids on the train next to me were speaking dutch but no ..it was the North London version of English. Then again i really shouldnt say much given that I have never stepped foot on US soil yet everyone i meet always mistakes me for being American. I blame the way I speak on watching way too many Tv shows during my formative years. I wonder if its the same for the North Londoners

Anyway my patience is really being tested by this event. Its really hard work but I think I have done a good job just that something happened that is beyond my control Ill explain later right now i need to go and bathe ,got a really busy day ahead.

Q & A with Che

hi everyone that reads this blog. I thought I'd have a Q&A session. Heres how it works . I want everyone that reads this blog to ask me at least one question. You can post anonymously if you wish. Once i get ten questions Ill answe all of the questions Honestly. Should be interesting!!!!!!

If Life were an RPG

WARNING CHE IS HAVING A DEEP MOMENT WHERE HE RANTS AND RAVES LIKE IF HES CRAZY....MAYBE HE IS



Sometimes i wonder why I'm here? what is my purpose? what am I supposed to do next? Loads of Questions and vague answers. What am I good at in life? I havent a clue. I am not athletic, talented etc. To be honest I dont have a clue what I am good at. I used to think I was intelligent. When I was 7 I did math with year 6's and when I was 11 i came 2nd in the common entrance among boys. However as i got older it was like if everyone else caught up with me academically and to be honest I just lost the drive to even try.



Anyone who knows me knows im obsessed with RPG's particularly * que drum roll* FINAL FANTASY. I think I like being able to solve puzzles. In video games theres always a solution to every problem, Always a hero to come and save the world from whatever force is threatening it. The most Important thing about RPg's is that everything always ends with a Happy ending.

Reality can really be so difficult sometimes. The uncertainty it brings can be so exciting but at the same time it can be so hard. Right now i dont have a clue what im supposed to do next and that scares me .

Anyway im done ranting. I wish I was Cloud Strife.

Cuz then I'd have a big ass sword.

Great Taste in Music- Im a regular Clive Davis

tell me if you like my songs for the show. ( i have gotten lots of evening wear and cocktail dresses)









Yes, I know I have excellent taste in Music.

Hot Party Bangers

Hi Peoples that read my blog
( I hope there are people that read my blog)

Im a compiling a list of songs for the fashion show. Tell me songs that are current and have a good beat. Here a are a few I like .

Suggest some more Please.


Fall out boy-thnks for th mmrs (lindbergh Palace Remix)
Gimme More -Britney Spears
Booty Luv- some Kinda Rush
Lupe Fiasco - Superstar
Kanye West- Flashing Lights
Madonna- 4 minutes to save the world
Rihanna- Dont stop the Music


Tell me about 4 more songs. Im gonna try and get a mix done

Black to Black Miss USA's

Miss Texas won Miss USA. Historically, its the first time a black woman crowned another Black woman as Miss USA. Athough if you wanna get all technical, Rachel Smith is biracial. But i think its monumental. I picked 11 of the top 15 (yes im, like psychic) Now if only i could predict lottery numbers with same degree of accuracy


my predictions were
Miss USA 2008 - Tennessee
1st RU - Masssachussets
2nd RU - Delaware
3rd RU - indiana
4th RU - texas

Top 10
6. Oklahoma
7. Nevada
8. Florida
9. Minnesota
10. california

Top 15
11. pennsylvania
12. south carolina
13. georgia
14.virginia
15. utah

The actual results were

1 Texas
2 Mississippi
3 New Jersey
4 Oklahoma
5 Pennsylvania

positions 5-10
Florida
Indiana,
Massachusetts,
Missouri
Tennessee

Positions 11-15
South Carolina
Minnesota
utah
california
Rhode Island

7 pounds in 10 days

I have lost 7 pounds since April 1st. ( queue Drum Roll) Im like a yoyo dieter

In other news I was feeling a bit down from planning this event. Its going well but its hard work. Went shopping tonight so that i could have some snazzy clothes to wear when i went to meet the WOman in charge of the Venue. Definitely cant go in there wearing a sportswear jacket by Londsdale LOL. theyd think i was a Hoodie/ Yardie/Chav in other words not somone that should be planning an event. I ended up buying more than i Planned for.

I also bought anew pair of beige/Khaki coloured pants. The other ones that i bought in November were fitting like GLUE!!! Not very becoming LOL (so now when i post pictures of me wearing them Silentk1 cant give kme grief about them) They were also shooting at the bottoms and i dont think I have grown. Or maybe i Just never noticed they were shooting.

I bought 30 waist Regular length pants. WHich is kinda wierd cuz ive never considered myself a "regular" height .Ive always thought of myself as really short. Im 5 foot 10 and I swear Im shorter than most of my male friends. I swear the average guy here is about 6 foot or maybe its just that theres a huge Eastern European Community and they all tend to be really tall.

ANyway enough of my random rambling. Hopefull I wont look like the poster child for manorexia by the next time i post on this blog.


I leave you with the Perfect Music video for everyones inner Anorexic.

This video is disturbing. but I love Daft Punk they are fantastic DJ's

Fashion Show

Im gonna be helping organize a fashion show for charity. Is that cool or is that COOL! Im a bit excited. It has to come off before the end of this month. So i have a lot of stuff to do. I have to find a venue in Croydon, find designers who would be willing to lend their support given such a short time period, then id, have to find models and get a photographer to do photos of the event. I am thinking of approaching a local nightclub and maybe targeting some urban fashion designers.

The hard part is this, I have to negotiate all of these things for free. If anyone wants to help me or offer advice feel free to respond to this blog.

I leave you with this song. I hated it first time i heard it. Its amazing. Cheryl looks Hottttt!!

China no more

I was uspposed to go to China to see Miss Tourism Queen International but as you probably figured im still here. Apparently, I havent missed much. The pageant seems not to be going that well. Miss America has even pulled out of the competition. You can read about her "ordeal" on her blog http://www.amylynneholbrook.com/wordpress/

Im actually surprised that this didnt make international news headlines.

Anyway enough of that.

I hate food

I have really slacked off of my fitness goals. I am still going to the gym but I'm not eating. I really do hate eating. To gain weight you have to eat so much food. I must reach 11 stones by the end of the month. I am so serious. I am going to eat like a pig.im even calorie counting so that i make sure i have 3000 calories a day

Plastic Surgery

the day finally came. Im getting my nose job today. Ive never really like my nose. Im a bit scared about getting the surgery done but I hate my nose but i know changing it will make me feel happier. wish me well.

Sorry, Only Muslims Allowed.

Today I didnt know that Daylight Savings time had ended so i went about my usual Sunday routine but i did everything an hour later. I go to the gym every sunday around 3 O' Clock so i can get in an hour long workout before they close at 4. When i got there at what i thought was 3 the doors were open. So i went on up to the changing room and put on my gear. When i walked in the gym there were 5 people in their working out. ( 3 of the 5 were staff members). One of the guys came and asked me, "Are you Muslim?". I responded "No, Im not", He quickly replied "Sorry, Im gonna have to ask you to leave , the gym is only open for Muslims now".

I left straight away , I didnt make an issue about it. The guy that told me this was just doing his job and i am a firm believer of the saying "dont shoot the messenger". So i just got changed and went home.

However, I just find it kind of discriminatory that in this day and age that segregation like this is being allowed. Even worse is that its being allowed by Croydon Council. As far as i know the Gym is owned by the Council.

Where do you draw the line? Suppose Christians were to say that they wanted a time where only they were allowed to use the gym. There would be a huge uproar. Or how about Whites or Blacks only sessions at the gym. If this type of segregation continues youll end up with session for each ethnic group and religous group. I have no problem with someone paying to rent out the gym for their own purposes but I have a problem with being disallowed to use the gym becuase im not Muslim. If, I had lied and said that I was Muslim , I would have probably been allowed to saty but why should I lie.

What do you think of this? Do you think this is segregation and do you think it should be going on in London in 2008? I would really like to hear your responses.

Anyways Im off now to go eat some Bakewell Tarts "an excellent substiture for going to the gym"

me at tower of london

I was taking a picture of someone taking a picture of me. ( this is me in the pic)

Hi people

This is my first blog entry (of many). Just a place for me to rant and rave and recap my days. Ill also post some videos and pictures.

Btw People im supposed to take a friend out tommorow. I have no idea where we should go. Im open to going anywhere in London. It can be a morning or an Evening thing. I posted this on Yahoo answers but got crappy responses.


Leave a comment and tell me what you think i should do.